It’s been a while.
There’s really no other way to say it.
Because I’ve kind of lost my focus – myself – lately.
I guess the main thing that’s changed is that I now work part-time at Allie’s preschool. And while I only work Monday, Wednesday and Friday, it is so draining that it feels like more than what it is. More on this in a different post.
Do you ever get to a point where you’re just so broken down with day-to-day life that you just feel like you’re treading water? That’s basically how I feel right now. Now, don’t get me wrong. I love my babies. I LOVE my husband. I love this general phase of busyness. School. Baseball. Dance. Riding. Work.
But along the way, Katie has become less and less of a priority.
No, I’m not talking about a mani/pedi.
Although that would be nice.
No, I’m not even talking about a trip to the grocery alone.
That would be way too luxurious.
What I’m really talking about is space. Physically, mentally, emotionally.
This is not a “POOR ME” post, but rather a post to help me refocus on me just a little bit.
And one thing I realized that I missed was this little corner of my thoughts. Sometimes a girl just needs to vent — on a blog.
So here I am, working on me, piece by piece.